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My life <3

I couldn’t possibly ask for a better life. I’m happy with every aspect of it. I love my job. I’m doing great in school. My beautiful Preciosita is healthy. Im so in love with my girlfriend(I hope to make her my wife one day). I have a great family and great friends. I’m excited about my future and where it will take me. I am planning to buy a house next year and start a foundation for my family. I am truly blessed and I believe I have a team of guardian angels watching over me; I’ve had too many close calls to believe otherwise. My past is dark, I’ve done hundreds of things I’m not proud of. However, my mistakes and lessons learned help mold me to be the woman I am today. I’ve suffered a fair share of karma and she shows no mercy. Although I am not perfect, I try to be the change I wish to see in the world. I am proud of where I stand today and I know that my strength and determination will be a key point in achieving my goals. Unfortunately there is a part of my past that still follows me(in a creepy stalker way), hence this being my last posting. In order to progress in life we must Forget the past, but remember what it taught us. Although I have moved on my past has not. I hope one day she finds peace and love, the way I’ve come to know it. With this being said I bid a Farewell to anyone reading this.
P.S.- Coincidentally this is post #420 …. although I have not smoked in a few months I am still amused by this.

I’ve matured so much as an adult. I don’t react to immature behavior the way I used to. I am proud of myself. Im truly becoming a lady. I will continue to learn and grow through my education and life’s experiences

I have been blessed with the most amazing woman in the entire world as my future wife!! She makes the world a better place with her gentle soul and compassionate heart. She brings out the best in me. With her by my side, every problem seems minuscule and easily surpassable. No words or actions can anger me because I truly am The Happiest Woman in the World. I thank God everyday for this love and cannot wait to b Mrs. Carrillo on January 24, 2014. I love this woman more than I love anything in this world. Cuerpo y Alma.